Do I miss them yet?

Is it wrong to say I do not miss them
The ones that left, like they used up their time
And I am grateful yet
I do not recall the need for them to by my side
Instead I scream thank you and wish them the best of life
Did I really know them and them me?
Are not I supposed to miss what I no longer see?
Are not I supposed to recall moments of bliss and happy feet?
Why do I feel freedom now I am able to see?
Move and be me
Were they a burden to me?
Question lies in were they friend or tolerated
Maybe a friend that I accept true and true
And I truly understand I want the best for you
But it is not that they were friends but best friends
The type I could not stand without alone
But then I feel free
Not pained but rejoicing beneath me
They wonder how will I survive now
I think how ridiculous if they can see my insides now
It churning out possibilities , the sky has no limit
No barrier to hold me
Is it wrong to say I do not miss them
I wonder if it will be okay that they do not miss
Would I twist in bed at the very thought
That my existence was not cherished at all
The funny thing is no, I truly understand not I wasn't valued
Just not a life long plan